i realized that i need this time to do me, i need to do some of the things i’ve always wanted to do for myself, and i need to stop talking about doing them and start doing them. i honestly believe you were the perfect girl form me, but it just wasn’t the right time i guess. we both need to mature and grow, i just wish you would have entered my life at a different time, because i really didn’t wan’t to lose you, but now it’s pretty obvious that i have already lost you, we’re just two strangers and it sucks but oh well

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Am I really that easy to forget?

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I kinda wish this was just a bad April fools joke and you’re gonna pop up out of nowhere with a box of pizza and tell me that you really do care about me

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Dear T.A

today has been one of the hardest days of my life, I am losing the person that meant the most to me these past couple of weeks and as much as it sucks I have to respect your wishes, it was hard deleting all of your messages and pictures but I had to do it if I ever want to get over you, I even deleted the “😍😍😍” next to your name, but I will not delete your contact I have thought about it and I want to be your friend too just promise me that we won’t lose contact, I’ll be here for you when somebody hurts you, I’ll be here for you when you need a hug, I’ll be here for you when you just want somebody to talk to, I’ll always be here for you. And even though you broke my heart and I don’t understand why you’re choosing to give up on us, I will always care for you, you were extremely special to me, even though you didn’t feel the same way about me, I want to thank you for all the happiness you brought to my life, you pushed me to do good in school and that meant a lot to me. I just hope that the next guy that holds your hand holds your hand tight because he’s holding the hand of somebody that meant the world to me. Never let a man tell you who you are or make you feel like you are less than he is. You deserve the best and you shouldn’t settle for less, it kills me knowing I couldn’t be that guy to make you happy. It kills me how easy you could just throw “us” away but I’ll get over it eventually even though it will be extremely hard. You are extremely beautiful and any guy who doesn’t appreciate your beauty is a damn fool, I will probably never forget those beautiful green eyes of yours nor that gorgeous smile. I’ve always wanted the same thing and that was for you to be happy and smile a lot and I know that I couldn’t be the reason for your happiness but I really do hope you find someone that cares for you as much as I do and treats you like the queen you are. I want to forgive you for breaking my heart but I can’t you have honestly crushed me and everything I believe in, I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough for you in the end , take care
- sincerely JC

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the worse thing you can do to a guy is lead him on and make him believe that you actually care for him, i will never understand how someone could do something so low like sending a guy who is absolutely head over heels for you a picture of you half naked wearing your “boo boos” sweater. i can’t believe i actually believed you cared for me, the worst part is that this is gonna kill me (not literally) and you’ll forget about this in the morning, i’ll go on the next couple of weeks just thinking of things i could have done to make you like me as much as i liked you and you’ll forget about me by the end of the week, i honestly thought you were different, and i don’t think you understand how much i like you. you were the first girl i ever bought flowers for and now i kinda regret doing that. i wish i would have bought flowers for a girl who appreciates the person who the flowers are from more than the flowers themselves. I have no more words for you, i would have given you the world, maybe not materialistically but emotionally for sure, i would have treated you like the queen i thought you deserved to be treated like, but i guess i just wasn’t good enough for you, i’m sorry i don’t fucking drive or live by myself, but whatever i hope that this new guy or whatever guy that comes along holds your hand tight and knows that he’s holding the hand of somebody that meant the world to me for some while, i honestly thought you were the perfect girl for me, but i guess i wasn’t the perfect guy for you, i’m sorry for caring too much and being clingy and shit but whatever i’m done and i have to begin to get over you, even though it’s gonna be hard as hell, because god knows i sure fucking liked you.

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